Memor illa dies

Lately, I've been super proud of myself. I've been super chill, which is a good change since I'm usually stressing out about something or I'm really tired. Now, I'm going with the flow, kicked back and I'm not tired all the time. MY BAGS ARE DISAPPEARING!

< - This is milk tea boba.
This is milk tea boba from a place called A.U. (AY YOU)
This is milk tea boba from a place called A.U. in San Gaberial.
This is milk tea boba from a place called A.U. in San Gaberial that Kristy drove us to.
This is milk tea boba from a place called A.U. in San Gaberial that Kristy drove us to at 11 o'clock PM.

We are HxC boba drinkers. We're willing to go the distance. Haha .... or we're just bored out of our minds on a Wednesday night and with access to a car. And we almost got into a fender bender going 80+ MPH on the 405 coming back from LAX. Thanks Kristy for making that swerve in the nick of time. Holy.... now that I think about this. I think that milk tea I had earlier is having some sort of affect on me. I feel... really good, like I turned over a new leaf. O_O. That boba was amazingly good btw. Either its laced with crack-cocaine, ancient Chinese voodoo magic, or that had a SHIT-TON of caffine in it. Because I only feel like this when I'm artifically hyped, and milk-tea doesn't usually do this to me...

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deadxmcr (2:23:26 AM): if we won another pair of tickets and there was an extra guest spot would you be able to take it? or would you still have to go with someone your mom trusts?

Its CAPTAIN Liz (2:23:55 AM): actually, nah. i kinda don't wanna go anymore

deadxmcr (2:24:04 AM): why not?

Its CAPTAIN Liz (2:24:38 AM): because i got all hyped up and then i ended up getting dissed by the website got me all 'eh whatevahz' about the show

Its CAPTAIN Liz (2:25:08 AM): i go to shows all the time, and this weekend i'm going to manhattan beach to kick back. which i've never been to before.

deadxmcr (2:26:38 AM): aw. well then i hope you have fun doing that! you handled that disappointment way better than any of us would have, hah. but like i keep thinking... these shows would be cool but my chem will be around in a couple months anyway.

Its CAPTAIN Liz (2:27:33 AM): the (MCR)rmy taught me optimism and i thought i should use it to the best of my abilities

deadxmcr (2:28:00 AM): yeah, i saw that you posted that on the boards, and it's really true!

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I try to keep my head held high because I'm afraid of disappointment.

I also learned to not take shit up the ass because it's going to bite you when it comes back around. It's called KARMA.

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Holy.... now that I think about this. I think that milk tea I had earlier is having some sort of affect on me. I feel... really good, like I turned over a new leaf. O_O. That boba was amazingly good btw. Either its laced with crack-cocaine, ancient Chinese voodoo magic, or that had a SHIT-TON of caffine in it. Because I only feel like this when I'm artifically hyped, and milk-tea doesn't usually do this to me...