Summer

Alright so the last 3 days of school I came down with a cold. Ain't nothin' better than taking two hour finals with one stuffy nostril and the other one runny. Speaking of finals, there was no point in me taking mine because it did not change my grade. Pointless.

Summer so far is not fantastic. One week in and I came down with the flu. Now I'm balled up on the couch - laptop on my stomach and ice pack on my forehead. Constant medication and constant change in thermal temperature.

...I know I'm so poetically pathetic....

This summer is full of lame. Even ROP sucks ass; same thing as last year but my mom won't let me quit.
Have a mentioned how scared I am walking into Santi in the morning with all the summer school delinquents standing around in their cliques? It's little asian me versus thugs and their "home boys" in their groups and gang making them larger than life. I walk in to school hoping no one would notice me. I don't want to go back; I have no friends there and I don't fit in. The enviorment is hostile and makes me feel awkward; I don't feel comfortable.

This is one of my most favorite places in the world: Balboa Pier, Newport Beach, California. The sand is as soft and warm with none of the seaweed and shards of shells and beer bottles. Not many people know about this place so its pretty much empty half the time. Plus it has a store with a bunch of comfort food at the end of the pier which I always order something at.

Also something about me, I hardly ever go to the beach during the day. I always go at night because there's less people. Its relaxing, tranqual, and calming. Plus, there's none of that sun nonsense to deal with and sunscreen is not necessary.